whenevery thing else seems to be going wrong... you're the only thing thats right... and when it comes down to it... thats what makes me happy again...

As you hugged me I learned
I needed something to hang onto
I was falling into a dark hole
Before you grabbed my hands
You changed my life in little ways
When I'm falling down
You're there to grab my hand
When I'm feeling sad
You make it leave my heart
When I need you
You are there
You took all that time
Sewing up my heart, making it look pretty
So promise me that you won't break it

Remember that time when you were little, and you said "I'm never going to forget this day ever", and now all you can remember is that and the pictures?
And its funny how you remember laughing so hard that you cried, but when you try to remember, you have no idea why you were laughing?
What about all those times you told your sibling "I AM NVR TALKING TO YOU EVER AGAIN!" and an hour later you were laughing over something together, forgetting what you were angry about
And how the times that made you cry are the ones that you are glad happened?
And every piece of gossip seems like shit you should have never said?
So its kinda like this~

Its not about WHY you smiled, but the fact that you did. The fact that you will remember WHO WAS THERE, not what happened. Fill your life with FRIENDS that CARE... because without them, life is nothing

Wudn't life be wonderful
If we were all like you?

Mean and cruel
Never to fall in love
Leading on each other
But no one ever falls for real
They just ditch the person
And then one day
Everyone reazlies
That person was perfect for them
But its too late
Kauz they have someone else
Maybe it's just me
But I would never want your life
I'm having a good time with my own
So maybe you should learn to love

Open up
Make some friends
Don't judge
Give 2nd chances
Don't take away promises
Call when you say you will
And never forget
Ever....
Never break the heart that loves you
Because someone will find it on the trail you left
And pick it up, and sew it
And you'll turn around
Realize you should have treated that heart better
Bkauz you're life seems awful lonely
Even with all those "friends"
Make some good ones
Ones that care
Learn to live life
And not always follow the rules
Bkauz sometimes following the rules
Breaks hearts....

Please don't make me cry
My eyes have finally dried
After the struggle and pain
Then you came into my life
Everything was washed away
What you did to me
It's hard to explain
You took my hand and pulled hard
Out of the darkness
You helped me adjust to the light
Yes, you may continuly check on me
But when you are gone I feel so alone
I just stand alone
I may be in the light
But without you...
I'm cold.

I've always wondered
What it would be like
To walk around school
With that big stupid smile
Thinking of him
And when he was holding my hand
Or thinking about what he told me
Even that funny way he has of making me smile
Because I've always wondered
If that was total happness
To wear his jacket
When he's not around
And everyone knows its his
I've always wondered if having all that
Could make a person smile all the time
And I've discovered...
..It can

its not like i've stopped loving you, oh no boy, i could never do that, its just that i've grown used to you not being there, and when you are, it doesn't seem real becuase you just don't talk to me... but i've learned to live without you... it was hard.. but i did it. even when i think of you, i can't picture an 'us' becuase there never was, and i don't think you would have made me too happy, except for when i looked in your direction... but that feeling of lust is over, and im trying to ingore the love

And I can remember skipping
Bkauz he said hi to me
And then later on
Laughing at everything he said
After even that
That hug he gave me that lasted in my mind
Yet with it I am forced to remember
The mean words
The tears and the pain
And worse of all
My horrible heartbreak
And the terrible words
"I never loved you, I just liked you

You're the kinda person who makes me punch you, then hug you, scream at you, then laugh, hate you but love you, you confuse me but in a way that makes perfect sense to me

in this weird ;; twisted way i know you miss me,
not because i want to believe it but because you
will never find a girl that will put up with you ..
LiKE i DiD.

you cant be "just friends" with the guy who makes
you act like a clutz in his presence;; who causes you
to stumble over your words. you cant be "just friends"
with the guy that you fell head over heels for

peter pan said "think of happy thoughts & you will fly."
well you know what? Y0U MAKE ME FLY

youre strange & youre beautiful
youd be so perfect with me but you just cant see

She's moved on.
and i feel sorry for you
because she thought you were the most amazing boy ever.
if she could have any guy in the world, she would have picked you above the others.
she thought you were different.
she was wrong.

you're just another guy to her now.

and its going to hurt like hell
and your going to cry a million tears
but hold on to your dreams
let there be hope in your struggle
and beauty in the pain..
hold on

and i promise, you'll be okay.

Boy: what should i do?
Girl: just follow your heart
Boy: what do you think my heart says?
Girl: i don't know.. im not your heart
Boy: your most of it

And remember your still young enough to fall in and out of love a few more times before you get it right. It doesn't sound very fun but it's worth it...every single time

there's a song blaring in
her headphones that reminds
her of a boy who will never care..

And all she wants is a boy who will call her at 4 am
because he couldn't sleep; hold her hand for no reason
at all, wrap his arms around her and hold her tight;
treat her like she the most important thing in the
world; but mostly she just wants to know someone cares

when you grabbed my hand, oh i swear i couldnt ask for anything more

she smiles when he laughs.
his happiness is rubbing off on her.
& she never wants to let it go

I want you to fight for me
i want you to be there when i fall
i want for you to be the one who never lets go

i've been done with you for so long now

i hardly remember what color eyes you have..

"things don't happen for no reason,
they happen to teach you something" - boy meets world

I love you.
I soo know you love me back.
No doubt in my mind!
When I see you, you dodge my eyes
But you don't know I still like you
So you can't be just creeped out
I wanna be your friend now
But you won't even look at me
And I don't think we could ever be
'Just friends'....

its like the more i look at you
the more you look away
the more i try to talk to you
the more you run away
the more i try to get close
the more you push away
but i can't just leave you alone
kauz you are my one and only
you take my breath away
and i'm sure i love you

AT TiMES WHEN i'M L0NELY, i WiSH i C0ULD BE WiTH Y0U,
i WiSH i C0ULD HAVE Y0U, H0LD Y0U, & JUST L00K iN Y0UR
EYES, BUT WE'RE 0VER N0W, & i'M ALL AL0NE, JUST SiTTiN
HERE THiNKiN AB0UT THE GREAT TiMES WE'VE HAD, WiSHIN
& WANTiN TH0SE TiMES BACK S0 BAD

>>be sure to take a picture of
every [great] memory. cuz
photos dont change, only the
people in them do<<

& even though the photograph of me and you
doesn't go with the way things are now,
I still wish I was back in that picture
With you ... In your arms

I know I shouldn't live in the past..
but where else can I go?
I'm scared the future will just be worse

i'd let go.. theres just no one that gets me like you do. you are my only, my only one...

When I see you now,
I wonder how I could've watched you walk away

thinking about you, it gives me chills, but when i`m in your arms, god i just have this burning desire to be there forever, and never let you go, because i just love you and there's nothing i can do. because i`m headoverheels in love.

i guess me getting upset over stupid little
things is my way of showing how much i care

If I could tell you one thing, I guess it would be that I love hearing your voice. That your smile just happens to brighten my entire day.

I'll never get over the stupid feeling I get everytime you sign on..the one where I think maybe.. just maybe ..you'll talk to me first.

~Never break the heart that loves you~ </3

laugh like a maniac -- cry like theres no tomorow
lie obviously -- do things totally randomly
because life's too precious to be boring

the crazy thing is... I SCREAM that i HATE YOU but then I nearly cry about loving you. you hate me, my friends hate you, you hate my friends, but I LOVE YOU! and it feel so right to say I love you. I think we were meant to be, but Cupid and God had a little argument and that's why you don't know. Kauz I can't help but think you like me back, even tho you quite obviously hate me. I think we think about each other all the time.. but when i think of you.. i don't feel you thinking of me...

I miss you like I miss english in spanish class. I miss you like a nerd misses math during PE. I truly miss you. I've been told you miss me back, but if that's true why don't you call? I suppose the same reason i don't call you.... because we aren't sure what to talk about. I miss you as I wander around school, wishing you where with me and making me laugh. I miss calling you for help in homework, but mostly I miss how nice you where to me, how you made me smile and laugh, and how you could just read my mind better than any of my girl friends. I miss your big smile and I miss the way you laugh. I miss being able to hug you and for just those seconds, feel so happy. I miss seeing you around school and how so much reminds me of you. Your were an awesome friend, and I will never forget you... ~as long as I live~ and i hope you don't forget me too.

just wanna call him up & be like "take it or leave it" but I'm afraid to because I have a feeling he'll leave it because he doesn't need me as much as I need him

"If I could reach up and hold a star for each time you made me smile an entire evening's sky would be in the palm of my hand

We do not remember days; we remember moments.

I saw you again today.
You ignored me.
As usual.
I stood right next to you today.
I listening to you breathe hard.
I realized I love listening to you breathe.
I tried to be mad at you.
After all you put me thru.
I promise, I tried hard.
But I can't.
I stared at you.
Forcing up everything mean you said to me.
But again... I couldn't be mad.
I was hurt. Wondering where i went wrong.
So I looked at your flaws.
My friends think you're a major jerk.
You're not that cute.
You're feet have nasty scabs on them.
Toes are deformed.
And your nose is too big.
But I found myself realizing I was awful too.
I'm annoying apparently.
And I'm not beautiful.
So after all my work
I wasn't mad at you.
I was mad at myself.

~I always fall for those tall, strong, kinda guys that i wish would hold me in their arms just so I feel safe.....~

~There is always that one guy... and no matter how much he breaks your heart... if he ever even looked your way... you would throw him all the pieces to your heart, praying he will sew them up and treat it better~

After all that heartbreak I've been through, he's the worse. He's the one I won't forgot. He's teh one I love. No matter how mean he is, I do. I don't like him. I love him. What is wrong with me?

What is love - cuz baby I don't know I got a funny feeling in my heart If this is love - it feels like butterflies So tell me baby is this how it starts I know I've never felt like this before You're like a drug you got me wanting more I've got to let you know - I've got to let you know...ooh You're - You're my number one/I'd do anything for you Catch the rain from the sky/Even hold back the tide for you Baby, baby, you're, you're my number one/With you I know I belong I put the radio on and its always playing our song... (Na,na,na) Tell me what - what I have gotta do Cuz I wanna lay a claim on you To make you mine - for now and for all the time So tell me baby what I gotta do I know I've never felt like this before You're like a drug you got me wanting more I've got to let you know- I've got to let you know...ooh You're - You're my number one/I'd do anything for you Catch the rain from the sky/Even hold back the tide for you Baby, baby, you're, you're my number one/With you I know I belong I put the radio on and it's always playing our song...yeah There ain't nothing I won?t do I'd walk on water just to be with you...ooh Baby, baby You're - You're my number one/I'd do anything for you Catch the rain from the sky/Even hold back the tide for you Baby, baby, you're, you're my number one/With you I know I belong I put the radio on and its always playing our song... You're - You're my number one/I'd do anything for you...

I called you today just to hear you say You were not around (oooh, you were not around) When the message was through, though I wanted to I couldn't make a sound (oooh, I couldn't make a sound) I wanna tell you the things I've seen I wanna take you to where I've been And I wish you were here with me Don't you know I really miss you - yes I do - yeah I really miss you Ohhhh yeah I do I'm writing to say 'Had a wonderful day' Hangin' with my friends (oooh, hangin' with my friends) But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies I'm alone again (oooh, I'm alone again) I wanna tell you the weather is fine When the night comes around you were on my mind And I wish you were here with me Don't you know I really miss you - yes I do - yeah I really miss you - yes I do - I miss you I really miss you Ohhhh yeah I do I wanna tell you the things I've seen I wanna take you to where I've been And I wish you were here with me Oh, don't you know I really miss you - yes I do - yeah I really miss you - I miss you I called you today just to hear you say You were not around (oooh, you were not around) When the message was through, though I wanted to I couldn't make a sound (oooh, I couldn't make a sound) I'm writing to say 'Had a wonderful day' Hangin' with my friends (oooh, hangin' with my friends) But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies I'm alone again (oooh, I'm alone again)

no ones ever gonna get to me the way you do

now baby can't you see that you're the one the
only one whos ever made me feel this way <3

Gotta get it back to
A back up plan to find you
Start acceleration
Take me back to square one.

I need you now more like yesterday.
The last day i could see you smile.
For the last time turn out the lights.
My life on standby. <3

&& you can come over.
we can watch a scary movie
and take stupid pictures
fall asleep together on my couch
because you are my everything
and all that i am, is yours.

..you've might heard i roll with a dangerous crowd.
we're crazy. and we might laugh a little to loud.
but that never hurt anyone -- only the good die young.

And this silence strips me bare
and your body pins me down.
I've never been so scared to breathe
afraid to make a sound.

And all I know is you'll never let me go..
Just kick and scream, bite and bleed
and make believe it's all a dream.

ROLL OUR FILM BABY. THIS IS ANOTHER
one of our romantic love scenes
JUST PRETEND YOU LOVE ME <3

somewhere between the bad hangovers, & the drunken
heart to hearts, you realize all u need is a good friend
& some good drinks.

your flirting with disaster
incase you didn't realize.

open up your eyes, to give this world some color
shine on diamond eyes.

dont look back at all the broken cars on the track
they're only going nowhere fast we're hangin on.

open your eyes boy, she adores you.

never caught my breath
every second i'm without you
i'm a mess.

& i sware i'll burn this city down
to show you the light.

your love is like a river ; peaceful & deep.
your soul is like a secret that i never could keep

never thought that love could could feel like this
you changed my world with just one kiss. <33

always let them get the best of you.

you + me ; it just makes sense

everything was better when "period" was the end of a sentence
& " pads " were used just for your elbows & knees.

if i could be your first real heartache, i'd do it over again.

there's so many people around & my eyes only focus on you.

if tears ment you were pretty,
than i'd be beautiful.

& you pulled me through
me empty nights.

please just don't play with me
my paper heart will bleed.

my eyes burn from these tears
you think you'd learn from these years
good things won't last forever.

words, cause the higher you are, the
harder you fall, and trust me you always
fall. </3

don’t let it go to your head..
boys like you are a dime a dozen.

you’re a touch over-rated. You’re a lush && I hate it

hope dangles on a string

like slow spinning redemption

Winding in and winding out

The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in

So mesmerizing, and so hypnotizing

I am captivated

I am vindicated

i don't have a heart anymore, i've lost my life. <\3

Friendship, for example, is a real gift. It's given with no expectations and no gratitude is needed, not between real friends. --Feeny

" That’s what he does.. He makes you think you're lost so he can find you, and once he does, he'll never let you go. "

Lose one friend.. Lose all friends.. Lose yourself.. -eric

I imagine that you're there, holding me tight,
but then i turn around and your holding her....<#3

you said you loved me,
i guess.. you lied </3

I thought you loved me,
but you prove me wrong
when u ran away from me and to her

Wait for that special person...
That holds your hand even if it is for only a second...
Introduces you to his friends and family as your ' girlfriend'...
Acts the same around his friends with you as he does when you 2 are alone...
Loves you For who {{{you}}} are.......

All the {{*}}dRaMa{{*}}
All the {{*}}LiEs{{*}}
All the {{*}}Broken Hearts{{*}}
I still love you, i don't know why.

I Know How You Feel . . .
I Just Don`t Know If I Understand ;
Why Would You Want To Be With Me
When I Can`t Even Bare Looking At Myself

So Watch As The Snow Slowly Drifts Down Upon Your Face
For The One Last Time I Memorize You . . .
I Want It To Be A Frozen Memory In My Heart

I Tried To Open Up To You
I Tried To Get You To Care
But All You Did Was Walk Away
.. && You Never Knew I Was There

Days Have Past Now
Weeks Into Months
But My Heart Is Still Holding On
To The First Time You Said "I Love You"

Moments In Love Are Like Dreams
Once You Wake Up ; The Nightmare Comes Out

Br0k3n Heart After Br0k3n Heart
All For You . . .
When Will I Learn?

Why Does The Mirror Tell Me Who I Am?

I Need To Know The Truth . . .
Did You Say You Loved Me Because Your Heart Told You To?
Or Because You Just Can`t Stand When I`m Sad?

I miss your smile
the way you look at me
i miss your touch
the way you hold me
i miss you for a while
but then i realise that we
will be together

'cause we have a common destiny

I thought i would never love again, and that my heart will remain broken, but you, you came along, you picked me up from the floor, and you continued where i gave up, slowly mending my heart back to whole so i can love again with ALL my heart.

If you can't say it... show me

I wish I was in HER shoes. That way...you would be holding onto ME instead

~He is the one

Who makes my cheeks blush
Who cares and caresses
With each and every touch~

If you find me awake than im thinking of you
if you find me sleeping i must be dreaming of you xxx

The difference between LUST and LOVE is that LUST is a THOUGHT of the MIND and LOVE is a FEELING of the HEART

Kisses that you embrace
Hold me tight in your arms
Remember I'm yours
And your mine
Cuz I wouldn't want this to end!

I believe we write our own stories, and every time we think we know the end.....we dont

Guys are like a deck of cards;
you need a heart to love them
a diamond to marry them,
a club to beat them,
and a spade to bury the idiots

The night was dark,
The moon was high,
he stopped the car,
i wondered why,
he moved in close
my heart went pat
then he whispered
"tires flat"

Every time that I think Im over you, its just no use cuz I always end up falling back in love with you. It drives me crazy that I just acnt seem to let go of you!

Sometimes I wish I was a little Kid again,
skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts

And after all this time .. y0U`RE » the reason why ii still believe « |[- - - x33 in . love . x33 - - - - ]|Don't settle for the one you can live with.

Settle for the one can't live without.

*//..i was dead the day i met you...and re-born the day i fell in love with you..//*You can always close your eyes to the things you don't wanna see.

but u can't close your heart to the things you don't wanna feel.

A tear falls forever.. inside a broken heart

It hurts to look at you...everytime i see you my heart breaks all over again knowing how much i love you and how much you don't love me back...

My Heart Longs For You,
My Body Aches For You.

No amount of glue
can fix this broken heart

not this time

You made me happy, you took it away, so cut me open and bleed the pain, and take back my empty heart that is now rotted

Your touch has tortured me...
You love has left a stain for everyone to see...
Your lies have left tears on my cheeks...
But still your smile always makes me feel so weak...

Once i thought you loved me,
Twice i thought i loved you,
But now that youre in love with her,
What am i to do?

So what is it like to be loved?

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same

When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down

I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

Without you, everything seems to fall apart,
because I`m still looking for the path to your heart

...You Said You'd Always Be Here For Me And Now There's Tears Rolling Down My Face, So Where Are You...

You say you can't stand to see me hurt...
well, do you close your eyes when you hurt me?

A broken heart is like glass...
no matter how much you try to fix it there will always be cracks

i thought maybe if i said i was over him ... i would start to believe it

I know one day you're gonna love me, like I love you.

One day you're gonna miss me, like I miss you.
One day you're gonna what me, but will I want you?

You need to quit playing around
b/c when i fell you stepped back and watch as i hit the ground

Don't you hate when you think you've moved on and no longer care,
but while writing another guys name you look down to see his there. </3

-*some say it's best to say how you feel...but sometimes things might have ended better if your feelings were left unspoken*-

You have torn me down by love....cut me open and drained me of all my blood....broke me so many times....but yet i still wish you were mine...xxx


Everytime I Try To Fly <33
« - I Fall Without My Wings
I Feel So Small . . .
I Guess I |N e e d Y o u| Baby

Youre the one who makes me draw stupid hearts in the margins of my paper

He gave her 12 roses. 11 were real and 1 was fake, and he said, "I'll love you until the last rose dies

]&& she told him she was afraid of falling;; and he whispered;;I have wings

When you start to miss me
Remember you let me go.

]&& the thing she hates most is her own reflection.

What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring back at you is why he's not here?

One night the moon whispered to her
If he makes you cry-why don't you leave him
She looked the moon and said to him
Moon, would you ever leave your world?

You're officially over me
& it's breaking my heart.

don't let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game

. i miss you so much,
your voice, your touch,
but most of all, i miss how
i felt when you hugged me

Just because her eyes don't tear
doesn't mean her heart doesn't
cry. and just because she comes
off strong doesn't mean there's
nothing wrong <33

she qave him one last
qlance. && walked out
of his life [ forever ]. <//3

Someone somewhere dreams of your smile and finds your presence in life so worthwhile. So when you`re loney, remember that it is true. That someone somewhere is thinking of you

Sometimes all you can do is smile and walk away. Hide the tears and pretend you`re okay.

They say you only fall in love once, it can't be true. Everytime I look at you, I fall in love all over again.

After all is said and done, I still think you're amazing. I still cherish every moment I spent with you, every smile you brought to my face. I'll be forever thankful that someone like you was brought into my life, even if you had to be taken away too soon. See, you were my miracle. you were the fairytale I got to live

What's life without problems?
if we never had bad days, how would we have good days?
if life was perfect, there would be no erasers, or kissing and making up.
you just gotta learn to deal with what’s thrown at you and
remember that no matter how hard life may seem,
there's always someone worse off than you.

i was finally getting over you..
i even had crushes other than you..
i was walking with my head up, thinking
i wasn't gonna fall.. then you had to
smile at me and go ruin it all..

he calls & calls but she refuses to answer her phone. tears pour from her eyes as she sits by it listening to it ring over & over again. but what this eager boy on the other end doesn`t realize is that he`s breaking her heart. because.. the truth is she wants is to pick up the phone and hear his apologies so bad. but she holds back. and what she doesn`t realize is that she`s breaking this guys heart. but the truth is he can`t live without her but she`ll never know. because it`ll end after this.. he`ll try to talk to her again & it will break her stubborn heart and she`ll wish she had picked up the phone & got back what she was so sure she never wanted again.......

it's weird.. yeah, i miss you, but it's so much more than that.. i miss the way my heart stopped at just the sight of you, and that smile. gosh. that smile. the sad part is, your smile isn't the only thing i'm missing. i miss my own too.. the one thats only there when yours is. <3

i want to be
every thing you need;
every sight you see.
making you go c r a z y;
slightly your disease.

a love without a cure;
no uncertanties for sure.
the closest thing to alcohol;
that calls you back for more
eventually one of the
two things will happen.

he'll finally ;; realize
you're worth it or you'll
finally realize .. he isn't

forget about what you thought you were
&& just accept who you are-

Guys drink to forget about girls && girls drink to think back about the guy.. When guys are in love, they become poor && when girls are in love they become pretty. Guys can forget but can’t forgive, girls can forgive but can’t forget.. Guys break up when they feel love from another girl, girls break up when they feel separation from their man.. Guys feel curiosity from all girls && girls feel curiosity towards guys who have feelings towards them.. When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.. && when girls are heartbroken they try to find characteristics in another guy..

[ never ] wanted youu to see the screwed up side of me that I keep [ locked ] up inside of me so deep. it [ always ] seems to get me. I never really wanted youu to [ go ]. so many things youu should have never [ known ] I guess there`s just no [ hope ] I never meant to be so [ cold ] what I [ really ] mean to say is that i`m [ sorry ] for the way I am

he's her ..d..r..u..g..
and she's addicted

. CL0SE Y0UR EYES
C0UNt BYE t W 0 S z
&& WHEN YUU GEt
t0 fiVE, tHAt`Sz WEN
i`LL St0P L0ViN YOU

sometimes its easier for me to pretend rather
than face my feelings. sometimes its easier to
try to make it alone rather than risk gettingg
hurt again. sometimes its easier to be numb
towards certain people so i dont let them get
too close. sometimes im scared, but whenn i
act numb towards you- it doesnt mean i dont
care... it means i care too much

you want and i can be that for you--

find the one you can be yourself around, you can say whatever you want. you can laugh. you can smile. you can scream. you can hug. you can kiss. you can fight and make up at the very end of the night. but you're still absolutely crazy about eachother.

It’s not about keeping your promise
It’s about following your Heart

summer romances end for all kinds of reasons
but when all is said && done they have one thing in
common they are shooting stars ;; a spectacular
moment of light in the heavens fleeting glimpse
of eternity && in a flash they`re gone

Just be yourself,
and if people don’t like it,
well fuck them,"

know you just want to be friends. and that's okay
...but please stop making me fall for you even more

& he looks at me like i'm his everything <3

&& what hurts the most is you purposely show yudon’t care

Love: An unexplainable yet incredibly strong feeling for someone...Most people use the word "love" to get into someone else's pants. Love is overused in today's world, people say they love someone because of the way they look or their body. That isn't love. Love is when you can't do anything without thinking about that person, you always want to be with them. It's not that you want to have sex with them, you just want to spend time with them and you just want to hold them and never let go. Love can be fooling, you can think you're in love and it can lead to the most horrible feeling in the world. Also you can wait so long for someone, loving them, and waiting for them to love you back, but they don't return it for a long time and you spend years thinking and thinking and it tears you up inside but when that person realizes that they love you back it's miraculous. Love is a very strong word, don't overuse it.

i thought i was over you
i thought i moved on
i liked someone new
someone who wasnt`t like you
but then out of nowhere
memories rush back to me
i couldn`t stop thinking about you
i couldn`t stop remembering
what we had & i realized
i was wrong all along
i`m not over you .. not even close
i still love you & i want you here
with me .. i`d give anything to
have you back .. anything to be
us again .. i`m lost without you
so please tell me that you love me too

want a boy---
who can wrestle with me
and let me win.

who i can talk to about anything
who laughs at my jokes.
a boy who puts my cold hands
in his warm hoodie pockets.
who lets me use his sweatshirt
for a pillow.
who buys me 25 cent rings,
and has sticky hands.
who says i love you & means it.
who will kiss me in the rain,
in the sunshine, and in the snow.
whos calls unexpectedly.
who will have many inside jokes
with and me remember each one.
a boy who notices girls haircuts.
who realizes that girls say things
but dont always mean them.
who shows up at my games,
slipping in the door.
who i can go swimming with
on hot days.
who can tell me his problems
and let me help.
who will listen to me talk--
about the new nail polish i got.
who will bring me seashells
from the beach.
who will let me beat him up
when i get angry.
who writes love letters to me,
but doesnt send them.
who draws pictures and slips them
gently into my locker slot.
who saves his genuine, big smiles for me.
a boy with deeps eyes,
that can see through faces into depths.
who wears baseball hats and
lets me wear his too.
who gives me his t-shirt to change into
and not expect to get it back.
who knows my favorite color, song,
car, vegetable, perfume and
the color of my toothbrush.
a boy who will shake my dads hand
and look my mother in the eye.
who will call me by my full name--
first, middle and last.
a boy who will kiss me and
tell me im pretty.
a boy who will let me cry to him.
who will squeeze my hips just right.
who suprises me and compliments
my manicure and plays with my hair.
who knows when i have a math test
or when i fail one.
a boy who smells like
he just stepped out of the shower.
who wears cologne that i can subtly
smell when im leaning on his shoulder.
who tells me i have a nice laugh
and a smile that light up the room
and simply be mine to hold.